There is no such thing as a civil war.  Wars are messy, nasty business.  When family goes to war, matters are the worst they could ever be.  I knew what Charles was up to the day I was born.  I chose to live so I could help him.  I mourn every one who died because of the choices we made, the mistakes we cannot take back.  But I would not change that most basic choice that gave me life.  To help Charles, whatever the cost.  And the costs have been high.