I tell people that I am happy with my life. I am. I tell people that I wouldn\u2019t change anything. I tell myself the same thing. But that is a lie. It took me a long time to come to terms with that. It took a long time for me to face that fact and accept it. It took a long time for me to admit the truth to myself. And to them. I let them go. The best things in my life, the best girls in all the worlds, and I let them go alone. That is my one true regret in life. I would go back and change it if I could. I have no idea what I would be now if I did. Maybe I would be dead, along with everybody I cared about. But I would have spent my life with the girls I loved more than life itself. And that would have been a life worth living.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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