Dawn DeMarco and Jesse James, no relation to the famous historical figure that I know of, got real close during their time attending balls and parties on Serenity, and generally flying the Cowboy, American, and Western Alliance flags for everyone to see. It was a mostly a public relations post until they were pulled out, but my plan was to keep him there until he was feeling better. I didn’t realize it would take as long as it did. But considering how far down he actually went, she brought him back real quick. She never got him to love parties or the pomp and circumstance of full-blown balls, but she did show him how useful a weapon of war they could be. And Jesse was all about being useful. So she dragged him with her until he started to go with her of his own free will. And then he started to go with her even when there wasn’t a party to go to. She gave him new life, and he held on tight. She let him.
Jesse was in command of the two Cowboys I left on Serenity when it came time to return home to Alpha Centauri. But Jesse was not feeling confident in his own abilities at the time. Not that I really realized how bad off he was. He was doing his typical Kansas farmer stoic routine, and I was mostly falling for it. But I was worried enough that I left Dawn DeMarco to help him, and Dawn was way smarter than I was. She did not fall for his stoic act. She saw the hole he was falling into and she dragged him out of it. She brought him to all the best balls and parties on Serenity, and never allowed him to be alone to dwell on the people he had lost. Unless he needed to be alone. She was real good at knowing when to step back and when to grab him by the arm and drag him after her. She pulled him out of his depression and saved him in every way that matters.
I just got a letter from my mom’s health insurance company. They started by saying that they were sorry about her death, and then noted that the most recent insurance premium’s automatic payment was denied because the account was closed. If I correctly read the letter, if the payment is not made her health insurance will be cancelled. And I’m sitting there thinking… she’s dead… I think she’s a bit beyond needing health insurance now…
Jesse did not handle losing his wingman at Epsilon Reticuli well. He was devastated in fact, and I think he was close to giving up. Maybe he had. It can be hard to tell with him at times. He’s good at hiding his cards. He needed a good mission to perform to keep him going, and he needed a good partner to help him. That is why I transferred Dawn DeMarco to back him up. I knew if anyone could bring him out of his funk it would be her, and I authorized her to use extreme measures to do so. She smiled at me, and started to do exactly that. She even dragged me, and the redoubtable Captain Wyatt, to some of the first formal balls and more informal parties following the Battle of Serenity. Serenity needed to celebrate as much as the rest of us did, and the parties especially were good for public moral. But I’m not really a big party lover, so I was happy when it came time for Wyatt to return home. It gave me the perfect excuse to get away from those dang parties.
It is interesting to see how the Blaine Lee Pardoe news this weekend has brought certain matters into focus. We know that certain movements have made it a policy to dox Conservatives, to harass their workplaces, harass their family and friends, and to generally seek to get them fired, social media accounts locked, and otherwise be removed from society as we know it. Some companies bow to these demands. Some do not. I have been slowly shifting my spending and time towards the companies who do not. I can’t trust the companies that bow to those demands to not bow again in the future when the mob comes for someone else. Because there will always be someone else. And often there were other people before that just didn’t hit the news. I think it is terminally stupid for us to give money to people we know will betray us when the mob demands it. That is why I am taking a careful look at those I give my money to. Because money matters. What we do with it matters.
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