Jesse James tested out well enough to become one of our original flight leaders back when we all thought we were going to remain a ground-based reserve squadron in Texas. They actually put Drew Keawe, a true First Princess of Hawaii under his wing. He never forgave himself for letting her die. But he shouldn’t blame himself. I was there. And I reviewed the footage. He did nothing wrong. She… was just surrounded by wrong places to be at the wrong time. He always says he should have done something to change that. To give her a chance. Don’t believe him. I know where he was, and I know what he could have done with the perfect vision of twenty-twenty hindsight. I doubt he saw it at the time. I know I wouldn’t have back then. And I know it would have killed him. I don’t blame him, and neither should anyone else.
Jesse James was lucky in cards, but very unlucky in flight training. He was actually the first of us to breathe vacuum by accident. His training craft suffered a catastrophic malfunction that resulted in every flight surface locking open, every maneuvering thruster lighting off, and the main engines going to full burn. Then the cockpit opened wide a split second before the ejection seat kicked in and sent him flying off into the void without an emergency beacon. His flight suit’s air and energy reserves ran out before we tracked him down, and he spent the better part of an hour breathing vacuum. He was not pleasant looking when we dragged him inside, let me tell you, and any normal human would not have survived. But we Ageless are hard to kill all the way, so he healed up as good as new in a few days. That is when we started calling him the Flying Dutchman. Dutchman for short. Because we care like that.
I first met Jesse James in Texas during our basic flight training course. It was a consolidated program, geared towards giving us basic ground combat and flight training, no matter what our final Military Occupational Specialty was going to be. We were all Ageless. That meant they could push us way harder than any normal training group. Which meant that we partied harder than the rest during our rare times to rest and relax. Not that we got much rest, you understand. Now Jesse’s favorite past time was cheating all the rest of us in card games. That is where I met him. The cards practically teleported into his hand and he knew where every card was when he dealt them out. I paid up after three hands, chalked it up to a learning experience, and told him I was never playing him with real money ever again. He accepted my declaration with good humor, and then saved the money to his “rebuild the farm” account. That was well played.
Several politicians performed State of the Union or rebuttal speeches today. The most powerful quote of the night for me came from Governor Kim Reynolds of Iowa. “You shouldn’t have to wake up every morning and worry about the next thing the government is going to do to you, your business, or your children.” My personal life changed very little due to the nature of my job. But I’ve seen businesses shut down because of the government lockdowns, and I personally lost several thousand dollars to them. And I’ve seen my best friends’ children traumatized by everything the schools did to them in the last two years. So that quote really resonates with me. This is the second time in my life that government mandates came down into my personal life and financially injured me. And what happened to my friends’ children is unconscionable. Never Forget what they did to us and our children. Remember it in the months to come when they try to change their tune to get our votes.
It’s Mah Birthday, and what I wrote yesterday reminds me of the world I grew up in. It was a good world, and I enjoyed growing up in it. It was a safe world, because we made it so. And I want more people to have that world. I guess that is why I fell so easily into the Neocon umbrella when I was young. We had a good world, and it is our duty to try to help others achieve it. Right? I grew up, and I realized that we can’t do that. Other people have to choose to create that world for themselves. If we try to make it for them, they will not appreciate it enough to defend it themselves when we step away. On my birthday I am thankful to have grown up in a world where those who came before me did defend that peace. And I pray to God we can leave our children a world as good as the one we had.

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