I learned long ago that if you are making a stand on what is right, you better being doing it to make a difference. If you can’t change anything by making your stand, walk away and pick another place to do it where you can make a difference. I don’t go for hopeless last stands. That’s why I’m still alive, and still making what’s right make a difference when the conditions are ripe for it.
I do some social networking. Betty does all of them. We do it mostly for business. It’s real easy to track all of you people who put your lives and pictures on them. The Cowboys have our own network so I do that too. I do have one pet peeve about the networks though. People telling me that I have to repost their stuff or they’ll think I don’t agree. I don’t like to spam, so I don’t repost. Do not take my silence as a measurement of my thoughts.
We all have struggles we go through, we all have times when we fall down, when we fail. Our times of failure do not define us though. We say who we are every time we stand up, brush the bad things off ourselves, and move on. That is the essence of life. For me, I plan to move on and do amazing things and have an amazing life that I can look back on and say that I’m glad I was born. I say I’m amazing. I hope you do too.
Hello, my name is Jack. When the Chinese struck, they killed three Peloran destroyers, a starbase, and every Peloran on them. It took us three weeks and five light years to track that fleet down. It’s kinda funny. I made my first trip to the Western Alliance colony in Alpha Centauri at the head of a Peloran Battle Squadron pursuing a Chinese war fleet that outnumbered us more than thirty to one. That is one of the more interesting ways I have first arrived in a new star system.
Gunfight at Alpha Centauri
Jack watched the multicolored bands of hyperspace flow over him as he and Betty took their turn on patrol duty. Ahead of them he saw the black mass shadow of a star sucking the colors into it like a maelstrom. The trail of their enemies led into that. He glanced around, confirming not a single ship was in sight. The new Peloran-upgraded sensors could see further into hyperspace than the ones the Avenger was built with, but still nobody was in range. He checked the displays that showed the locations of the other Cowboys, spread across a thousand kilometers of hyperspace. They also reported nothing in sensor range.
Jack frowned. The patrols just weren’t good enough. The Shang trap at the convoy had proved that. Neither the probes nor the fighters were really good enough to see everything around a fleet. He shook his head. He just couldn’t accept that there was no way to know if someone was waiting for them in hyperspace, just barely beyond sensor range. There had to be a way to detect them before they jumped in and started shooting. Accepting a situation like that was a good way to lose a war.
“OK, Jack, enough obsessing,” Betty said.
Jack shook his head. “There just has to be a way.”
“I said enough obsessing,” she said in a more stern tone.
“Fine. Fine,” he answered with a defensive wave of his hands. “I just wish-”
“Jack!” Betty shouted. Her twenty-centimeter hologram glared at him, fists jammed in her hips. “Enough!”
Jack sighed and relaxed back in his seat. “I’m sorry, Betty. I just wish…”
“I know,” Betty said with a sad smile. “You just don’t like the situation. Trust me, neither do we. We’ve been trying to find a solution to it for over two thousand years. We’ve never found an acceptable solution short of throwing more fighters onto the patrols.”
“And that takes carriers.”
Betty spread her hands out. “Which we don’t have here.”
Jack frowned. He’d read that every Peloran Battle Squadron was supposed to have a support element that included a carrier. He couldn’t remember what it was called but it was on the tip of his tongue. He shook his head in annoyance. “Where is the carrier?”
Betty sighed. “Aneerin is not in high favor on Pelora. Under the Albion, he commanded a Battle Fleet. Now he has six warships. They ordered the carrier and the other ships home long ago to keep him in check. And now we find ourselves in the situation you have been obsessing over.”
Jack chewed his lip and an idea began to form. “The onboard fabricators can basically build anything, right?” he asked, waving a hand at the Avenger that had been mostly rebuilt in just that way.
“Yes,” Betty said in a doubtful tone.
“Well, all we need is more fighters then, right?”
Betty shook her head. “And more pilots to fly them. And the carrier with the living space for them and the repair facilities for the fighters.”
“Right, right.” Jack rubbed his jaw, turning his idea over in his mind, looking for holes. “And that’s the hard part, isn’t it? Transporting the fighters that give us eyes.”
“Exactly,” Betty said in a sad tone. “We just have to hold out until the Battle Fleets arrive. Then everything will change.”
“Yeah,” Jack said, still rubbing his jaw. “The people who took his fleet away to keep him in check will be so happy with him for pulling them into a war that they’ll give him a fleet and all its recon assets so he can do whatever he wants,” he continued in a sarcastic tone. “Yeah. I totally see that happening.”
Betty glared at him before shaking her head. “Fine. You have a point there.”
Jack shook his head. “We keep on thinking that all we have to do is hold out until the promised Battle Fleets arrive and then we’re saved. What if they aren’t coming here to save us?” he asked and waved his hand behind them. “What if they’re coming to keep Aneerin in check? To stop him from entangling them in some backwater? That Shang seemed real certain Aneerin would back off.”
Betty met his gaze and chewed her lip. “I don’t like where you’re going with this,” she whispered.
Jack laughed. “Yeah, neither do I.”
Betty’s eyes went wide and she jumped to her feet, straightening her dress and hair with quick moves of her hands. “Hal!” she said in an excited tone as the comm. screen came to life.
“Hello, Betty,” Hal said with a smile. His face turned to Jack and he added “Hello, Jack. We are approaching Alpha Centauri.”
Jack glanced back at the maelstrom before them. That fact was real obvious.
“Our last information on the situation there is eight hours old,” Hal continued. “We need real time intelligence. Are you up for it?”
“Of course,” Betty said, holding her hands behind her back. “Is there anything else we can do for you?”
Jack put a hand on his chin and smiled.
“Be safe,” Hal answered in an earnest tone.
Betty gave him a shrewd look. “You want us going in quiet?”
“Very,” Hal said.
The comm. panel lit up with another signal. “This is Cowboy One to all Cowboys,” Charles transmitted. “Prepare for soft translation to normalspace. Full EMCON, eyes only. Stay away from any large fleet formation if you can.”
Jack raised an eyebrow at Hal.
Hal shrugged. “So, maybe I was looking for an excuse to talk to my favorite fighter,” he said with an innocent voice. “Sue me.”
Betty gave him an amused smile, not seeming angry with him at all for finding the excuse.
“Well, I declare, Hal,” Jack said in a high-pitched southern drawl as he waved an imaginary fan. “If you keep this up you will make me blush.”
Betty turned a shocked gaze to him, but Hal chuckled and shook his head.
“Worry not, little lady,” he said in western drawl and tipped an imaginary hat towards Jack. “My intentions are pure and direct.”
Jack sniffed at him and continued to wave his imaginary fan. “Well, I declare, but you are a forward young man.”
Betty stomped her foot down on the console. “Jack, I swear I will throttle you in your sleep if you do not stop this instant!”
Jack waved his imaginary fan and gave her an innocent look.
Betty glared at him.
Charles interrupted their standoff. “Translate in three…two…one…now.”
Jack closed his eyes, felt the universe flash around him, and opened them to see the blackness of space with stars dotting it and the golden orb of Alpha Centauri A hanging in the distance.
“We’re not done,” Betty said in a huff.
“Yes, Ma’am,” Jack said and tipped an imaginary hat towards her.
“Better,” she said with a sniff and the displays began to fill with information.
The Alpha Centauri Trinary System was home to the two oldest Terran colonies, first the Chinese as their first step in the space race, and then the Western Alliance colony three years later. The Chinese still claimed the whole system belonged to them, though the Western Alliance ignored that claim. The tensions of that arrangement made it the most heavily fortified system short of Terra itself. It also happened to be the most heavily industrialized system short of Terra, and Jack swallowed as their sensors began to log the titanic amount of refinery and factory stations in stationary orbit over the world the Americans and their allies called New Earth. Unsurprisingly, the Chinese had a different name for it but Jack neither knew nor cared what it was.
The displays continued to fill with tags for Western and Chinese installations, and finally starships began to appear. Jack frowned as the battle lines rendered and he realized they were warships. Flags began to appear over the Western Alliance ships, showing a massive British fleet over nearly one hundred ships, with a dozen or so German and French ships in support. Jack’s eyes widened as he recognized one of the British Dreadnoughts, surrounded by a squadron of battleships that looked small next to it, firing broadsides of gravitic cannons and missiles like they were going out of style. Chinese flags began to appear on the massive wall of battle facing the British, and Jack licked his lips long before the sensors confirmed what he had begun to suspect. The Peloran had tracked their prey across five light years, half a dozen destroyed convoys, and now here the Chinese lay in his sights.
Nearly two hundred Chinese warships, half of them heavy cruisers, were arrayed in a wall of battle and firing massive missile salvoes into the British fleet. Light cruisers, destroyers, and fighters of both sides hovered between the two main fleets, intercepting missiles from either side with their point defense batteries, and sometimes with their own deflection grids. A British destroyer speared a Chinese destroyer with a grav cannon, and nearly half a dozen missiles homed in on the wounded ship. Jack blinked as its deflection grid failed completely and a dozen nearby British destroyers and light cruisers shredded it with rapid-fire laser arrays. It simply ceased to exist under the assault, but the British paid a price. Several Chinese missiles snuck through the momentarily reduced point defense and ripped into a British light cruiser. It bucked as explosions sunk into it and then something deep inside the ship exploded, ripping the ship apart from the inside.
Jack shook his head as another grav cannon salvo from the Dreadnought and its escorting battleships ripped into a squadron of Chinese heavy cruisers, piercing their deflection grids and ripping armor away, flinging it away from the wounded ships. Their missile salvo died far short of the cruisers though, the Chinese screen absorbing them.
“Wow,” Jack whispered as he just took in the magnitude of the battle. Fort Wichita had been a mere couple squadrons compared to this and he thought it big. Now, for the first time, he could see true fleets of war at battle with each other, and the scope of it all amazed him.
“Yeah,” Betty answered. “This is what a true battle looks like.”
“Well, we caught them. What the Hell are we going to do with them now?” Jack whispered. They only had six ship compared to all of that.
Betty smiled. “We’re giving the Peloran a real-time feed from ten perspectives on everything going on right now,” she said, and the other Cowboys spread out and flashed on the screens. “They’ll know exactly where to strike.”
As if on queue, six Peloran warships flashed into normalspace right behind the Chinese formation. Weapons fire connected them and a dozen Chinese heavy cruisers reeled away, wreckage spraying from their ruined flanks. Fighters exploded from the Peloran launch bays and the plot came alive with missiles. Point defense batteries shifted to deal with them, and Chinese fighters swung around to meet the Peloran fighters. The Peloran Battle Squadron fanned out, spreading the fire across the Chinese fleet and more cruisers belched flame and atmosphere as the British missiles began to break through the point defense. Explosions wreathed the Chinese fleet from one end to the other.
The sensors began to note gravitic surges from the Chinese fleet and Betty gritted her teeth. “Their running,” she reported as the Peloran fighters spread out, sweeping across the Chinese fleet. Missile tracks at point blank range appeared and disappeared almost faster than Jack could see. The Chinese fighters fired at them, but seemed more concerned with ducking back inside their motherships before they jumped out, and only a few of the Peloran fighters spun away or exploded. Spread out as they were, the Peloran fighters could do little more than tag them with a few missiles apiece that did little more than dent armor.
Jack grunted. It might be good psychological warfare to show the Peloran could hit them all, but it didn’t seem to be doing much actual damage to them. A series of flashes worked their way across the Chinese fleet and it faded away, leaving behind a couple dozen smashed and spinning hulks.
“Well, that’s that,” Jack said with a shake of his head. “It’s a real pity we couldn’t destroy more of them before they ran.”
“Don’t be so sure,” Betty said with an intrigued look on her face. “I don’t think it’s over.”
Jack raised an eyebrow and waved a hand at the screens. “They’re gone. We can’t track ’em in hyperspace!”
“Not usually,” Betty answered with a smile. “But I think Aneerin just changed the rules.”
Jack was about to ask how when Aneerin’s face appeared on the comm. screen. It showed he was speaking on a scrambled signal, broadcasting to the entire allied fleet. The man smiled. “I am Aneerin ap Taliesin and I wish you all good health, now and forever.” He raised a hand to forestall any answers. “I know the song and dance when allies meet. We do not have time for it. The Chinese are attempting to escape. We have seeded them with homing drones that can be tracked while in hyperspace. We will follow and destroy them. We welcome all allies to the hunt.”
With that, the Peloran squadron turned away and the fighters returned to their landing bays. A dozen German heavy cruisers and destroyers pulled out of the British formation and accelerated towards the Peloran squadron. A face that could have been the base for an artist’s stereotypical painting of a highborn German officer appeared on the comm. screen.
“I am Flottillenadmiral Axel Aarne,” the man said in a thick German accent that heavy metal singers wish they could copy. “Ve vill fly vith you.”
Not to be outdone, the French light cruisers and destroyers accelerated past the German ships. Jack rolled his eyes as the French commander appeared. “Better get out the white flags,” Jack said with a chuckle.
He felt something smack his arm and he looked at Betty in surprise.
“Jack, that’s mean,” she said in a stern voice. “The French have a long and illustrious military history!”
“Tell that to the Germans,” Jack answered with a smirk.
“Napoleon,” Betty said with an answering smile.
“A short man with delusions of grandeur,” Jack returned.
Betty sighed. “Actually, Jack, he was taller than the average person of his day. And do you remember it was the Russians who defeated him?”
“See?” Jack said as if that settled everything. “He lost.”
Betty pointed at the German fleet. “Who did he have to roll over to get to the Russians?”
Jack frowned and brought a hand up to rub his jaw. “Ah. Right. Good point.” He gave her an impish smile then. “Can we still have the white flags ready though?”
Betty shook her head. “You are impossible sometimes.”
Jack gave her a disappointed look. “Well, obviously I have to work on the times when I’m not then. I can’t have people spreading about rumors after all.”
Betty sighed in an exasperated way. “No white flags, Jack.”
Jack pouted and she crossed her arms with a stern look. “Yes, Ma’am.”
“Better.”
The comm. panel blinked and Charles’ voice came over the speakers. “All Cowboys, form on me. We have been ordered to support the German task force in this hunt.”
“Roger that,” Jack answered and nodded to Betty.
She smiled and sent them flying towards Charles fighter, which was moving towards the Germans.
Jack smiled again. “The Germans. So can we-.”
“No.” Betty arched an eyebrow at him.
Jack blinked. “But you didn’t even let me finish!”
Betty sighed and placed both hands on her hips. “I didn’t have to.”
Jack affected an outraged expression. “Why? It might have been something important!”
Betty gave him a shrewd smile. “You smiled.”
Jack returned her smile with a raised eyebrow. “Hey. I smile just fine when it’s important.”
Betty crossed her arms. “Not that smile.” She cocked her head to the side, daring him to contradict her.
Jack’s expression fell. “Oh.” She was getting too smart for him.
Charles’ voice returned to the comm. panel. “And no practical jokes, Jester.”
Jack glared at Betty.
Betty answered him with a smile of pure angelic innocence that he did not believe for a microsecond.
“I’ll get you for that,” he mouthed. She waggled her eyebrows. “Of course, Chief,” he said out loud. “I wouldn’t dream of it, Chief.”
“Right,” Charles said in a disbelieving tone. Then his transmission shifted to cover the squadron. “Let’s move people!” Charles ordered and Jack watched the screens as the squadron came together. At maximum acceleration, it didn’t take long for the fighters to match course with Charles. A minute later, they came around with a final burst of acceleration and slipped in beside the German squadron.
Jack scanned the ships and pursed his lips. They were painted various shades of dark grey from stem to stern, making it hard for his eyes to focus on them. What he could see though told him that these ships were not designed to be beautiful or graceful. They were warships.
The comm. panel flashed and the German commander appeared. “Ve are happy to fight vith you,” the man said in a voice that ground the words out like a cheese grater. Jack couldn’t tell if the man was mad or if that was just his normal way of speaking. “You may land on der Brandenburg and ve vill proceed to follow them.”
“Actually, we can save time and just translate with you,” Charles said in a helpful tone.
“Vas ist das?” the German spat out.
Charles smiled. “Our Avengers can translate into hyperspace.”
The German’s eyes narrowed. “I have heard reports of these new craft. I thought they vere just another American story,” he ground out. “Ve shall see how you do.” He turned away from his camera. “Brandenburg! Beginnt countdown!”
The German disappeared from the screen to be replaced by another man who gave them all a stern look. After what appeared to be a quick scan, the man nodded and began to speak in a tone that matched his commander perfectly. “Drei…zvei…eins… einführung.”
Jack shut his eyes, the world flashed, and he opened them to see hyperspace again. He frowned in thought as the screens began to flash with data and the general location of the Chinese fleet slowly appeared. They were running towards Alpha Centauri B.
“Was that the cyber?” he asked.
Betty smiled. “Yes.”
“But…he’s a guy,” Jack said in wonder. He’d gotten use to the idea that the Peloran had some male ships, but it just didn’t seem right here. Ships were supposed to be ladies after all.
“He’s German,” Betty said with a chuckle. “German warships are always male.”
“Oh. Why?” Jack asked, keeping an eye out and watching the German fighters launching into hyperspace.
Betty shook her head as the Germans accelerated towards the Chinese fleet. She kept up with them easily. “There’s a lot of cultural reasons for it. The best I can tell from old linguistic records, everybody called any ship they planned on living on for a long time by a female name. The English with their months-long travels around the world are the best example of that. They made it normal for all ships, even fighting ships, to be ladies in the English-speaking world, which is why I am me,” she said and waved her hands down her very female form. “Germany was never a great naval power though, mostly made up of coastal defense boats, and I think they figured that men should fight. If I’d been born there, I would have been a much more proper masculine warrior like that Teutonic fellow,” she finished with a wink and a wave of her hand towards the comm. screen.
Jack pursed his lips, looked at her, and nodded. “I think I like you just the way you are.”
Betty bestowed a pleased smile on him. “Why, thank you, kind sir.”
Jack looked around in mock confusion. “OK. Who are you talking to now?”
Betty laughed and patted his hand. “Of course, I’m still trying to figure out why the French think of their warships as male.”
Jack frowned. “Weren’t they real big on the oceans back in their day? You know, before they started manufacturing white flags?”
Betty slapped him again. “Bad Jack. I take back the ‘kind sir’ bit.”
“Thank you,” Jack returned with an impish smile. “I’d hate for people to get the wrong idea about me.”
The comm. panel blinked. “This is Cowboy One to all Cowboys,” Charles transmitted and a navigation beam appeared on the screens. “Follow my beam. We are on forward recon duty,” he said and accelerated. The rest of the squadron accelerated away from the German squadron with him. “We will be providing targeting information for the fleet so secure to laser comms and maintain low power levels. We really don’t want to be seen.”
“Roger that,” Jack answered with the rest of the Cowboys. He frowned at the screen that showed another squadron of fighters keeping pass with them. “What are they doing?”
“Those fighters on our starboard wing are our German shadows,” Charles answered. “It seems that the Flottillenadmiral does not think we can do our job and is sending someone he can trust to do it for us should we fail as he expects. I say we show him just what Americans are capable of. You with me?”
“Oorah!” Jack shouted in chorus with the other Cowboys.
“Good. Now be careful. We are approaching our prey.”
Jack looked to his screens to see the Chinese fleet ahead of them. The Cowboys and the German squadron flew outside detection range, and far back out of their own detection range the German warships continued to close the range at a more sedate pace. He only knew where they were because of the comm. probes flying behind them, forwarding their messages back and forth through the soup of hyperspace. Icons showed where the French and Peloran squadrons were, far enough off to the sides that only more comm. probes kept the fleets in contact with each other. Smaller icons showed where the French and Peloran fighters moved ahead, scouting for the exact locations of the Chinese warships ahead of them.
The comm. panel flashed and Aneerin appeared on it with a grim expression. “All ships, prepare to move into targeting range. Remember that these are the ships that killed the White Swan, the Raven of Winds, and the Star Raptor. We shall give them no mercy. Fighters. Acquire targets.”
Jack grabbed the throttle and stick as they accelerated towards the Chinese fleet. He peered ahead, watching the multicolored hues of hyperspace for any clue of what lay beyond them. The bands of gravity that rippled through hyperspace were so strong that they bent light itself, making it hard to detect anything more than a few kilometers away even with the Peloran upgrades.
Jack licked his lips as a shadow appeared ahead of them, followed by another and another. Betty slowed their approach and the shadows clarified, their gravitic engines calming the chaos of hyperspace and showing them the general shapes of Chinese destroyers and heavy cruisers. On the screens, more cruisers and destroyers appeared as the other fighters sent the results of their recon back through the comm. probes. They knew what the edge of the Chinese formation looked like.
“Commence bombardment,” Aneerin ordered. “Now.”
Jack watched the screens where missile tracks shot out of the German, French, and Peloran warships, traveling in a long curve that brought them into attack range from a completely different angle than they’d been fired from. The missiles streaked in at terminal attack velocity and activated their gravitic generators. In their last second of life, they generated gravity equivalent to a small black hole, shredding the bands of gravity around them, and then let go as their power ran out, exploding into a wave of gravity and shrapnel.
It was always impressive to see a well-placed missile salvo ripping a deflection grid apart, but Jack’s eyes opened wide as he lifted them from the screen to actually watch the Chinese warships. For a moment, the multicolored hues of hyperspace dimmed around the Chinese, as the missiles’ gravity wells sucked all light into them. When they released their hold on gravity, he watched hyperspace itself recoil, the bands of color snapping back into place, sometimes ripping right through an unprepared warship.
The edge of the Chinese fleet literally ripped apart under the assault.
“Holy sh-,” Jack whispered.
“Move in!” Charles interrupted in a tone that accepted no delays. “We need more targets!”
“Roger,” Jack whispered and Betty moved forward, slipping into the wreckage that had once been warships. They became even more effectively invisible than before in the clutter, and hazy intact warships appeared in the distorted bands of hyperspace. More missiles streaked in, hyperspace recoiled from the assault, and the ships came apart.
“Closer!” Charles shouted.
They inched through the expanding wreckage and more warships came into view, firing missiles blindly in the direction the bombardment came from. The missiles never even came close to the allied squadrons. Chinese fighters flew into view as well, looking for any attackers, but most of them had to be focusing on the path of the missiles. The few over here were probably wishing they were over there and not spending nearly enough attention trying to find the threat that lay right under their noses. More missiles streaked in and tortured hyperspace whipped through more Chinese warships and some fighters.
Jack swallowed. Aneerin had been right. This wasn’t a battle. It was a massacre, and they truly were showing the Chinese no mercy.
A series of flashes ripped through hyperspace beyond where he could detect anything, and the hazy positioning they had on the Chinese fleet faded away. They had fled back into normalspace to escape the utter destruction being visited on them here. A few seconds later, information trickled through the comm. probes to show him what another squadron saw in normal space. Half of the former Chinese fleet hung in space, scanning desperately for the enemy who had found them in hyperspace. Jack glanced at the screens showing hyperspace and winced as the Peloran warships accelerated towards the remains of the Chinese fleet.
The comm. panel flashed and Aneerin appeared on it again with a satisfied smile. “No mercy,” Aneerin repeated, gave a swift nod, and the comm. screen faded. The Peloran squadron flew past Jack’s location, close enough he could see them with the naked eye, their gravitic drives causing eddies of darkness in hyperspace. They flashed out of hyperspace before his eyes, flashed back into existence inside the Chinese formation on the screens, and all Hell broke loose.
Some people use skulls and bones as their symbols. Many in my family did, as did I when I attended Yale. I was going to do great things in secret for that society. Then the Shang came. I found a new symbol to use then, one that fit my new values. The wolf symbolizes how I stand with my new friends, my new pack. I am proud to use the name Wolf. Are you proud to let people see the symbols you live by? If not, maybe you should change as I did.